Fast asleep: no dream , no
thought, no world, no one;
Just the blissful peace of
perfect emptiness.
Deep, deep ocean of calm.
A bubble rises:” I am” is
born.it floats up to the surface, wakes up..and explodes into creation:
I am this, I am that, I am
late, I am busy, I am hungry, I am this body-mind.
So he is and she is and it is
and they are and the sounds, the smells , the sights of this world exploding
all around…and this is me and that is mine and joy-sorrow pain-pleasure
desire-fear worry-hope all them tangles and troubles and memories and
fantasies….where did that blissful peace go???
It’s still right there:
perfect, eternal, unchanged, shining like the sun of suns in the lotus of the
Heart.
You just covered it up with
your movie; you lost yourself in the world.
Now is it possible to wake
up and NOT lose your connection to that perfect peace and bliss?
Sure it is: it just takes
practice.
And intense concentration, unshakable
faith, absolute devotion and total surrender.
Welcome to atma-vichara,
self inquiry.
Where you trace the ’I’
thought back to its nest.
Away from all the other
thoughts.
Back, back, back ..away from
all the projections, back to the source.
No quitting..like a
bloodhound on the scent, trace the path to the source.
Until once more there is
just ‘I am’
Like a diver after the
pearl, dive deep, deep.
Feel the pulse, the beat,
the true I-I.
Something …. Light…rises from the depths, grabs you, swallows you up.
No more I : this is how you
die before your body dies.
Once more there is only the
blissful peace of perfect emptiness.
Only, this time, it's waking
sleep: awareness shines silently and perfectly.
Nothing else exists.